More Inspiration and pictures that make me happy(:

Today was good and Im happy for no reason.. Time for MORE inspiration and pictures that I love(:

Thank you all and have a nice night(: <3 <3

Smells(:

My all time favorite place in the Kalispel Mall absolutely has to be Bath and Body Works(: They always have amazing smells and I can always find a smell that fits... me(: And they are so cheap! And also their coupons are amazing(: I got perfume for $20 and big bottle of shower gel for free and hand sanitizer for a dollar. I was pretty excited and they all smell amazing(: I swear when I get my own house it will be filled with Bath and Body Works smells(:
Love ya guys and a good night! <3


P.S. I'm loving the Time Change(:

Thankyou [:

Today I realized I'm about one of the luckiest people in the world(: I have the best of friends that will always be there for me and I can't POSSIBLY tell how much I actually love them. They help me when I'm down on my knees.. Either when I'm crying or even when I'm laughing my ass off(: There is no way that I could repay my friends except for doing they exact same things for them that they do for me. You absolutely know who you are, even if we don't hang out alot I will always love you <3

MWUUAAHHH! [:

Its time for Inspiration...

Thankyou all for being my friends.. Today was one of those days where everything annoyed me.. Time for a change in todays routine.. I need inspiration. (:

Halloween

Halloween is kinda funny(: Its one night of the year that you get to break all the rules. When your in your early years of your life your parents will always stress this. "Never take candy from strangers!" "Don't walk alone in the dark!" But this ONE night you get to break it all... You walk with some of your friends going to complete strangers houses and taking candy and you have no clue if they did anything to it.. The other things is.. as far as I know,, Halloween isn't really celebrating anything.. America is given an excuse for eating more candy(: For free pretty much. And we dress up as something totally opposite from our real life.. Or thats what I try to do(: I love Halloween but its kinda silly(:
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      So this was my Halloween... So every Halloween the Whitefish Mall has a Trick-or-Treat litttle party.. Its like a business neigborhood.. Businesses from all around the Mall get a table and candy and hand it out to kids walking around. Also theres games and magic and just fun shtuff(: Me and my cousin were asked to help my dance teacher hand out candy and coupons.. I thought it was really awesome because my teacher printed out a BUNCH of orange papers saying stuff about bringing it to the studio and you can have on free dance class(: And I'm thinking we will get alot of people out of it which is amazing(: So we handed out candy and I might say Jamie and I's getup was pretty cool(: We were both 80s Girls. Yeah I know not really original but we did a really good job at it.. I've done 80s before and I didn't do so hot but I was pretty proud this time(: So I put my hair in a high pony to the side with a silver sequin head band around my forehead. I wore a half shirt with a pink tank top underneath.. and a bunch of necklaces.. Then I wore some bright pink spandex with black tights and bright green leg warmers(: I looked pretty cool! Haha so we did that for a couple hours and then me Jamie and Carley Jo took some pictures.. I then went home and got dressed in some sweats and slippers thinking I was going to Caffrey's to watch some scary movies.. Turns out I get to her house and Emily is there!! Turns out they were going forking! See I thought they had already gone.. So I was forced to walk around town with uncomfortable slippers and sweats that went to my calfs(: It was sooo fun though! We went to Nathans house and did a little bit of his and put some in his mailbox.. But then I thought it would be hilarious to do mine(: Since I told my parents we were going forking somewhere else they wouldnt even know. So we walk to my house and absolutely COVER my yard in white plastic forks(: We used one whole box just on my yard.. We showed my parents and they laughed and didn't really care.. but I did have to clean it up when I got home which was kinda funny.. Cuz cars would drive by and see me picking up hundreds of forks that were sticking up out of the ground in my yard(: When I had them all picked up they filled up a whole Super 1 plastic bag! I had an awesome night though and I say we need to all start FORKING!!!

Blogging?

Alrighty soo I haven't blogged in absolutely FOREVER! Im sorry if anyone one is actually reading it or actually cares.. Haha I've been thinking about that! Of course blogging is a reliever thats mostly why I do it when I do.. but I've always wondered if anyone actually reads anything I say or even cares about what I'm saying(: haha... I really like blogging but I don't know haha.. So school has been going pretty good. My hardest class has to be math and theres a reason why... So heres the thing about Mr. Sullivan or what I think about him.. He exspects more out of people and makes sure we know what we need to know.. But thats different than Mrs. Nichols..she will go her own speed and she does not know how to teach very well.. So when we go into Mr. Sullivans class he exspects us to know everything from last year even if we didnt learn it.. I dunno But I stil have a B+ haha(: Good enough for me=]....... I think this year Im going to work on my running.. I think that is appropriate(: haha Im having a pretty good life right now... Please let me no if you are(: Oh yeah saddie u need to tell what Im doing wrong cuz it wont let me comment on anybodys posts(: (: haha Oh yeah my dad wanted me to say this...      " My Dad is the best dad in the world(:"

Photography(:

So lately I have been utterly obsessed with photography.. and I can't get over the obsession.. Which could be a very good thing(: I really wanna get a really nice camera so I can take better pictures.. Sooo Im saving up! So I'm really thinking Im getting better at taking some pictures and Im hoping Photography will be a part of me forever! I mean I love it! You can express your feelings in a picture! I dunno theres something that just finally makes myself proud.. The only thing I've been proud about is dance so i thought finally I have more than one.. I dunno Im just scared that Im the only one that really thinks Im good. Im scared that other people my pictures arent good or show no emotion or anything... I dunno... I guess Photography is a new part of me(: <3

School....

So we all know that school is starting in about 3 days... Some people are dreading it and others are soooo excited.. The thing is.. I have mixed feelings about it.. hahah Like my summer has been way more boring then it should and so thats part of the reason why I pretty excited for school.. The other reason is because I need to see more of my friends.. I mean I've seen alot of my friends this summer but I just feel like theirs more people that I need to see.. Like more of my guy friends.. I haven't really seen any this summer.. Like I didn't go to the fair so I obviousy didn't see anybody there.. and I'm excited for like the first 2 days because those are the most fun.. No homework.. That brings me to my next subject.. Why I'm not excited for school.. Firstly obviously because of homework.. Maybe the first 4 days you don't get any homework your just kinda settling in but but the 3rd week you get BUTTLOADS of homework and no break.. Except for holidays..Second you have to get up super early.. See the thing is this WHOLE summer I probably stayed up to at least 1:00 AM every night.. When with friends maybe 4 or 5.. So lets just say I didn't get up early at all this summer.. So I obviously won't be used to it. See I'm a night owl so I can never get up early in the morning.. and If I do I'm cranky and tired and I barley even have my eyes open.. So thos are my feelings on this hole thing and yeah.. I'll just enjoy those few last days of summer and hopefully have a great school year......... If its possible.. :/

Utah(:

So I had a blast at Utah... It was about 10 hours to get to Ogden, Utah  and everything was soooo different.. It was 90 degrees EVERY single day that we were there!! All the places we went to were completely packed!! I little different from Montana eh?? So we got to Ogden and just kinda settled in to our hotel.. We had an awesome hotel.. very nice!! Then we ate at Red Robin which was delicious(: So then we went and visted my aunt Katie and uncle Robert and their kids.. They were all so energetic and cute(: So then the next day we went to Lagoon theme park.. We ended up staying 8 hours there.. WOW! They had so awesome rides that were sooo fun.. and it was so hot out that the water park was sooo relieving! There was a couple rides that I wish we would have went on but our feet were so soar and we had already been there for so long... After that we went to dinner at Texas Road House which has to be my favorite place to eat(: Their ribs literally fall off the bone if your barely shake em.. No joke(: And they have these dinner rolls that are delicious! And they give you this cinnamon butter to put on it! Yum!! The next day we went to the Hogle zoo which was pretty cool.. They had some awesome animals to! And my life was completed when I saw the Giraffes! They were sooo cute and I got soooo close to touchin one!! Then I got a stuffed giraffe and key chain from their gift shop!! After that we went shopping and I got some really good stuff for school.. Then the next day we got up early and finished our school shopping and went on our way to Twin Falls Idaho! That was a 2 hour and a half drive.. When we got there we shopped a little bit more at their mall and went to go see the waterfalls! They were beautiful and so full!! They were not usually that full and crazy but they were and I got some awesome pictures on my camera! Later that night at the hotel we just lounged and swam a little bit in their pool.. its actually kind of funny because when my mom asked the lady at the desk how deep the pool was she said 6 ft deep.. When we got to the pool it was only 4ft deep!!Not even over MY head and im about the shortest thing in the world!! So we swam and the next day we went on our way back home.. another 10 hour drive because we went a different way back then the way we came.. so it wasnt really a short cut, it was more of a " hey theres different stuff to look at!!" We finally got home and it never felt so good.. by legs are still kinda soar(: But I had a great time(:

Sadie(:

Sadie all I can say is that I love you(:  .. I know this is really random but I had the urge to tell you how much you mean to me. I know we barley even hang out but the little times we had felt like millions.. You are probably the nicest girl I have met.. If someone is having problems or whatever you are always there to help. I love how you worry about the littlest stuff but then it turns out you worried about it so much so you did it as perfectly as you can.. I love how you can brighten up a room by just walking in.. Your smile is beautiful(: and I hope that we can be closer in time...(: and your blogs are not boring. Not even close. I enjoy reading every word you have to say.. Your posts are long but I have no problem with reading every single one.. Now if they were something like we read at school I wouldnt even look at em.(: But your writing interests me because you have an amazing way of writing the simplest thing. I know this sounds like some cheesy romantic movie for weirdos.. But Sadie you are awesome and I love you(: (: <3 <3

Wow..

So by reading all my friends blogs I've noticed something.. Everyone has interesting drama to blog about.. That they can just write about over and over again and there still as more interesting each time.. But the thing is I don't have this.. Im going through drama right now but its certainly not interesting at all.. I don't know what to do.. Is my life really this boring?? haha(: Jk But still Im having trouble with blogging ideas cause my blogs just keep getting boringer and boringer. HELP!!!!

Things I hate!

So this is a list of all the things I tend to hate.

* When people don't wear deodarant

* Anti- Hunters

* People who HAVE to make fun of my height

* People who think they are the best at their sport

* When someone thinks they are the prettiest thing in the world

*When someones cocky

* Wanna be gangsters in Montana

* When someone has a boyfriend and they still flirt like crazy with other boys

* When strangers are rude to you

* Copy Cats

* Someone who says they are best friends with someone but when they are with someone else they talk crap about em.

* When a song is played WAY to much on the radio

* When people pick me up

* Grab my wrists to see how skinny I am. ( I don't like how skinny I am)

* People who think Im a "cheerleader"

* If a celebrity does something normal like by milk they get a whole page in a magazine for it

* When people stare at you when your at a resturant

*When theres something gross in your food at resturants

* When people don't listen to you when they should

* When people argue with you about something and you know your absolutely right

* When people laugh to hard when it wasn't even funny

* When people think that everything they say is hilarious

and I'm sure there is way more!!! Next I will do stuff I love! (: (: (:

Hmmmm?

So if you haven't noticed I quite writing my story "If only".. I guess you can call it a story but it wasn't very good.. Im drained.. I don't know what to write about! On both things! My blog and a story. I want to write a "real" story.. Something deep. Something interesting that makes people want to read more! But the only problem is that I don't know what to write about!! I need someone to give me ideas! I don't want a fantasy story.. I want something depressing.. Something that alot people go through in there lives.. Oddly enough depressing stories are more interesting to me and others.. My brain is fryed.. I don't know what to do! The thing is I get so bored during the day so I need to write! But what! HELP!!!!

So im leaving..

So I'm leaving for Utah in about 2 weeks and I'm really excited!! (:  The only bad thing is that its a 10 hour drive!! Wow! All in one sitting.. its gonna be very boring.. But! I got a new iPod so I will be listening to alot of music to ease the time.. Hopefully it works! So in Utah we are gonna visit some of my family... Well actually only my unlce and aunt and their kids, but I haven't seen them in so long so I'm pretty excited about that to! Then were going to a theme park! Its called Lagoon and its amazing! I have only been their once and I think I was only like 6 when we went.. But the cool thing is that its a water park and theme park.. so if we get hot we can cool off with some swimming.. I have a feeling it will be hot cause it has been VERY hot in Utah lately.. (: Then I think were gonna do a little school shopping in Ogden's mall.. Yes!!!! Haha(: On the way back we might even visit my others cousins in Boise, Idaho.... But were not sure if we have time yet.. ): I am very excited to go on this trip.. and as soon as I get back I will post pics and tell you how much fun I had!!! LOve you guys! (: (: (: (: (:  <3 <3

Sorry...

So I've been really behind on blogging.. but to tell the truth. I literally have nothing to blog about! I keep trying to hang out with friends but they can't or they are hanging out with someone else! I hate it! ): I just hope my trip to Lagoon will be fun. cause that will be the most fun thing I've done this summer.. Actually I haven't done alot of fun things this summer.. But anyway.. Sadie I saw you at the store last night! Haha And Sadie! I say we should hang out soon! Haha You to Jenna!! Cuz I miss yousssss.. :)

Really??

Ok.. So this is by far the most boring summer I have ever had! I do nothing! Everyday! and then when my parents get home from work they are so tired they don't want to do anything! When we were still in school I was so excited for this summer. Ready for to be the best summer ever.. Was I right? Umm nope. Not even close.. Im just hoping my trip to Utah will up it alittle.. If I'm lucky.. And it also sucks cause all my friends are always doing something! So I can't hang out with them.. This summer disapoints me.. I literally red from my anger.. Uggg!!! <:(

Ashy Caffy Jean!

Gurlll!! you got a blog! Yay! Heehee... Its kinda additing at first but then it gets better.. haha Soooo I miss you.. We gotta hang out soon... Like real soon.. Or ill throw something ... at my cat... Hahah Soo ya..
bbbyyeee

Giraffes =]

So you might be wondering.. "Why the heck does Chelsey have her background as Giraffes??" Well this post is here to answer your question! They.... are my favorite animal!! They are so amazing!! And its a little ironic cuz they are sooooooo tall!!! But guess what??? Im short. haaa So ya thats why my backgrounds giraffes.. And might I say.. They are adorable.. :)
P.S. Im really hyper cuz I had a reaallly good energy drink.. :)
 BBYYYEEE!!

Music :)

Music relaxes me.. Even if its a rap song cussing every which way.. Music lets me think without being disturbed.. Another thing that I love about music is that being a dancer everytime I hear a song I picture myself doing a routine to it in my head.. I don't even have to think of the moves.. I just dream while awake and let my thoughts "dance" away.. I thought I was crazy when It would happen to me and no one else.. but that means im ment to be a dancer right?? I hope so.. :) Music is my life.. Without music would dancing ever be invented? Nope.. I thank music... for 2 reasons.. You are the reason for dance.. and you relax me.. :)
Thank you Music!! (: You mean alot to me..
   P.S. Jenna, If you think I'm going crazy thats okay.. cuz im not.. im just being emotional.. Haha (:

Vlog??

So lately I've been watching alot of Youtube celebrities.. Like ShayCarl, Shane Dawson, Ryan Higa, iJustine and Kassem G.. And I guess they get hundreds of dollars for just advertising.. For example.. ShayCarl is drinking a Pepsi and says how good it is then he gets payed hundreds of dollars just for that!!! Crazy!! And then they get payed again for those stupid ads that pop up when your whatching a vid.. and the ads on the side.. Every single one worth hundreds of dollars!! Is it just me or should everyone get popular on Youtube and be rich?? Haha. Thats what I wanna do but I don't know how to make cool vids.. So Jenna..... We should make some youtube vids and get famous.. :) :) :)

Today = Average

So today I wake up at 7:40.. Woo how fun it is to wake up early on summer break. I get to my Grandmas house and sleep till 9:30. Perfect. I get ready for my 2 hour and a half dance practice. But I love that. Its ammazing.. :) For the first hour I taught some little girls some dance stuff. You know, the usual.. And then did my usual classes.. I come to realize that Im lucky. Lucky that I started dance when I was 3 years old. If I hadnt I would be where I am now. Teaching little girls. Doing amazing tricks and being allowed to be proud of myself.. Just someday I wish this dance "thing" can lead to a career or get scholarships. :) That would be my dream come true.. Dance has always been a priority to me.. and I dont regret anything about dance or not joining any other sports.. If I did I wouldn't be me.. Would I?? I don't think so.. Thanks guys for letting me spill out my feelings.. I love you guys.. I think the only person who read my blogs is Jenna Reid Smith.. I love you Jenna! :)

If only.... (continued)

The next day I saw the guy. Of course I didnt come up with the nerve to even say a small "hello". To my surprise.. HE talked to me today.. Not asking "where's the bathroom?" but saying the 5 letter word I could never say myself.
     "Hello", he said with a slight grin.
      "Hey", I say nervously.
      "Do you wanna go out sometime?"
I can't believe it. This boy, I barely know him, just asked me out? Should I say yes? But I don't even know him? What if he's a creep? Wait a minute, this is paradise. There would never in a lifetime be a creep in my paradise.. I guess Im just not used to this kind of living.All I can hear is my heart beat making its own rythym.
Boom Boom, Boom Boom. Im sure he can see the look on my face. A face of agony, a face of torture. Why? you ask. Why do you have the look of torture on your face? Well beause I honestly don't know if I really like this guy. I don't know him. Period. Im gonna go with my instinct.
           "Sure, when?"
            "Tomorrow, at the park," he said. "We will have a picnik.. come at noon.
And he walked away. Thats different, I thought to myself.. Oh well.
Now I can't wait! If only... I knew where the Park was.

So,,,Im a little addicted. :)

So heres the thing.. This is my first day of Blogging and I'm already addicted.. But,,,why?? How is just writing random stuff make you addicted.. Most the time people don't even read it... This is how I see it.. We're opening up our cage.. The cage where our heart is locked up in. All you need is the key, and its free. Thats the thing with girls.. we need to spill out every once and a while. But with me I feel I have to everytime a thought occurs in my head... Here's a question. Is anyone else addicted?? :) :)
                                    

If only.... (continued)

Now let me tell you about myself.. I am an 18 year old girl named Olive.. I have always hated my name.. People always made fun of me.. They also made fun of me because I was "different".  Different as in, I hated cell phones. Never had one never wanted one. See I grew up all my life being told that if I ever talked on a phone or texted it would give me cancer. So I didnt have a home phone either. That leads to another "odd" traight. Im afraid of everything. Exspecially dying from a disease.. I hate the idea of suffering from cancer or any other painful and torturus virus. I also didn't have a TV. My parents say that the government watches you from that little hole at the bottom.. I come to think that my parents could be crazy.. but without them. I wouldnt be me and I wouldn't be where I am right now.. In paradise.
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Every day I wake up in my normal house.. I live alone in a cheerful house with multicolored walls. I don't go to work. I don't work out . I go shopping.. Everyday of my life.. and i never run out of money.. Now thats literally my dream.. I go shopping for clothes. not food. I never run out of food either! My house contains a pantry full of every food I can think of.. even from different counrties!! But when I go shopping for clothes I only go to a certain place.. Its called "Peace, Love and More". Every time I come here I see the same person.. I don't know him and he doesnt know me.. But I feel like we have some kind of connection! But I can't explain it.. Like I knew him in my real life.. but I don't remember him at all.  Everyday I try to get up the nerve to talk to him.. But Im afraid that I will have a deja vu of high school. If only.. I wasn't different..
                                                        .............To be continued...................

A better way of seeing things...

* I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. <3

* You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough.

* A friend is someone who knows the song to your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
                                                   -Bernard Meltzer

*Everyday is a gift, thats why they call it present.

*Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.
                                             -Leon Joseph Suenens

*If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.

* To the world you may be one person but, to one person you may be the world.

If only....

So this is a story that I have been thinking about writing for a while now..


       In my world everythings perfect.. We don't have to carry pepper spray around town for the sake of safety. We don't have to worry about wild animals eating us for dinner.. Everything is a piece of cake for us. We don't have to live with the paranoia of being kidnapped or being killed by a  "on the run" fugitive..  Now you may ask.. Where is this paradise? Can I get a one way plane ticket to visit? Well, the only way is to fall into the dark abyss of darkness.. Death. I got here because of a car accident.. I was on my way to a dentist appointment.. Luckily, in this world we don't need dentists.. We have perfect teeth. I was in a head on wreck with a teenager texting on their beloved machines.. My head smashed against the steering wheel and I was out. I never woke up.. So of course.. I died right? Living in this perfect world has changed me. I hate to admit it but I really don't miss my family.. I feel bad for them.. they have to live in a cruel world while I get to live it up in this place. One things for certain, this isn't Heaven.. God didn't greet me on the way here.. My dead loved ones aren't here. So why am I here? Was I rewarded for my life? Or am I some how being punished? If only, I knew. 
                                            ................To be continued...............
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Things you may not know about me.

Why Hello. The names Chelsey Caldwell and this post is more about myself and what people may not know about me. Of course my friends will know these things.. :) First of all I was born in a small town in Montana on December 23rd..  I started growing up in Dillon Montana.. After about 9 years we moved back to the area where I was born. Since i was 3 years old I have been joining Dance Class with a variety of different teachers.. To this day im still dancing.. :) All my family lives in the area that I live in.. So that helps alot.. I have many friends.. They all mean the world to me. :) So does my family of course. I am very very short..
4 8' to be exact.. But!! im still growing! I am also skinny.. I am very athletic even thought the only sport I do is dance.. I do outdoor sports also.. Hunting, fishing, camping, fourwheeling, snowmobiling,, Im an all out Montana girl.. :) Im very interested in Photography.. People say I have the eye for it.. :) For my career ive have 3 plans.. im not sure if any of them will succeed.. their all just ideas.. A part time photographer.. something to do with dance.. and maybe something in the medical feild! Now to the random and pointless facts about myself..
1. I love mango flavored drinks, but hate the fruit mango alone
2. I have 2 cameras
3. Im not a water person
4. I dont like tomatos in my salad
5. I dont have a favorite band or artist.. i love em all
6. I can taste onions in ANYTHING (hate em!)
7. I had my first job at 12 years old
8. My favorite colors are bright green and orange
9. I have always wanted to vlog but to scared.
10. Shaytards, Shane Dawson, and Ryan Higa are my addictions.. :)
                                   Thanks guys!!