Wow..

So by reading all my friends blogs I've noticed something.. Everyone has interesting drama to blog about.. That they can just write about over and over again and there still as more interesting each time.. But the thing is I don't have this.. Im going through drama right now but its certainly not interesting at all.. I don't know what to do.. Is my life really this boring?? haha(: Jk But still Im having trouble with blogging ideas cause my blogs just keep getting boringer and boringer. HELP!!!!

Things I hate!

So this is a list of all the things I tend to hate.

* When people don't wear deodarant

* Anti- Hunters

* People who HAVE to make fun of my height

* People who think they are the best at their sport

* When someone thinks they are the prettiest thing in the world

*When someones cocky

* Wanna be gangsters in Montana

* When someone has a boyfriend and they still flirt like crazy with other boys

* When strangers are rude to you

* Copy Cats

* Someone who says they are best friends with someone but when they are with someone else they talk crap about em.

* When a song is played WAY to much on the radio

* When people pick me up

* Grab my wrists to see how skinny I am. ( I don't like how skinny I am)

* People who think Im a "cheerleader"

* If a celebrity does something normal like by milk they get a whole page in a magazine for it

* When people stare at you when your at a resturant

*When theres something gross in your food at resturants

* When people don't listen to you when they should

* When people argue with you about something and you know your absolutely right

* When people laugh to hard when it wasn't even funny

* When people think that everything they say is hilarious

and I'm sure there is way more!!! Next I will do stuff I love! (: (: (:

Hmmmm?

So if you haven't noticed I quite writing my story "If only".. I guess you can call it a story but it wasn't very good.. Im drained.. I don't know what to write about! On both things! My blog and a story. I want to write a "real" story.. Something deep. Something interesting that makes people want to read more! But the only problem is that I don't know what to write about!! I need someone to give me ideas! I don't want a fantasy story.. I want something depressing.. Something that alot people go through in there lives.. Oddly enough depressing stories are more interesting to me and others.. My brain is fryed.. I don't know what to do! The thing is I get so bored during the day so I need to write! But what! HELP!!!!

So im leaving..

So I'm leaving for Utah in about 2 weeks and I'm really excited!! (:  The only bad thing is that its a 10 hour drive!! Wow! All in one sitting.. its gonna be very boring.. But! I got a new iPod so I will be listening to alot of music to ease the time.. Hopefully it works! So in Utah we are gonna visit some of my family... Well actually only my unlce and aunt and their kids, but I haven't seen them in so long so I'm pretty excited about that to! Then were going to a theme park! Its called Lagoon and its amazing! I have only been their once and I think I was only like 6 when we went.. But the cool thing is that its a water park and theme park.. so if we get hot we can cool off with some swimming.. I have a feeling it will be hot cause it has been VERY hot in Utah lately.. (: Then I think were gonna do a little school shopping in Ogden's mall.. Yes!!!! Haha(: On the way back we might even visit my others cousins in Boise, Idaho.... But were not sure if we have time yet.. ): I am very excited to go on this trip.. and as soon as I get back I will post pics and tell you how much fun I had!!! LOve you guys! (: (: (: (: (:  <3 <3

Sorry...

So I've been really behind on blogging.. but to tell the truth. I literally have nothing to blog about! I keep trying to hang out with friends but they can't or they are hanging out with someone else! I hate it! ): I just hope my trip to Lagoon will be fun. cause that will be the most fun thing I've done this summer.. Actually I haven't done alot of fun things this summer.. But anyway.. Sadie I saw you at the store last night! Haha And Sadie! I say we should hang out soon! Haha You to Jenna!! Cuz I miss yousssss.. :)

Really??

Ok.. So this is by far the most boring summer I have ever had! I do nothing! Everyday! and then when my parents get home from work they are so tired they don't want to do anything! When we were still in school I was so excited for this summer. Ready for to be the best summer ever.. Was I right? Umm nope. Not even close.. Im just hoping my trip to Utah will up it alittle.. If I'm lucky.. And it also sucks cause all my friends are always doing something! So I can't hang out with them.. This summer disapoints me.. I literally red from my anger.. Uggg!!! <:(

Ashy Caffy Jean!

Gurlll!! you got a blog! Yay! Heehee... Its kinda additing at first but then it gets better.. haha Soooo I miss you.. We gotta hang out soon... Like real soon.. Or ill throw something ... at my cat... Hahah Soo ya..
bbbyyeee

Giraffes =]

So you might be wondering.. "Why the heck does Chelsey have her background as Giraffes??" Well this post is here to answer your question! They.... are my favorite animal!! They are so amazing!! And its a little ironic cuz they are sooooooo tall!!! But guess what??? Im short. haaa So ya thats why my backgrounds giraffes.. And might I say.. They are adorable.. :)
P.S. Im really hyper cuz I had a reaallly good energy drink.. :)
 BBYYYEEE!!

Music :)

Music relaxes me.. Even if its a rap song cussing every which way.. Music lets me think without being disturbed.. Another thing that I love about music is that being a dancer everytime I hear a song I picture myself doing a routine to it in my head.. I don't even have to think of the moves.. I just dream while awake and let my thoughts "dance" away.. I thought I was crazy when It would happen to me and no one else.. but that means im ment to be a dancer right?? I hope so.. :) Music is my life.. Without music would dancing ever be invented? Nope.. I thank music... for 2 reasons.. You are the reason for dance.. and you relax me.. :)
Thank you Music!! (: You mean alot to me..
   P.S. Jenna, If you think I'm going crazy thats okay.. cuz im not.. im just being emotional.. Haha (:

Vlog??

So lately I've been watching alot of Youtube celebrities.. Like ShayCarl, Shane Dawson, Ryan Higa, iJustine and Kassem G.. And I guess they get hundreds of dollars for just advertising.. For example.. ShayCarl is drinking a Pepsi and says how good it is then he gets payed hundreds of dollars just for that!!! Crazy!! And then they get payed again for those stupid ads that pop up when your whatching a vid.. and the ads on the side.. Every single one worth hundreds of dollars!! Is it just me or should everyone get popular on Youtube and be rich?? Haha. Thats what I wanna do but I don't know how to make cool vids.. So Jenna..... We should make some youtube vids and get famous.. :) :) :)

Today = Average

So today I wake up at 7:40.. Woo how fun it is to wake up early on summer break. I get to my Grandmas house and sleep till 9:30. Perfect. I get ready for my 2 hour and a half dance practice. But I love that. Its ammazing.. :) For the first hour I taught some little girls some dance stuff. You know, the usual.. And then did my usual classes.. I come to realize that Im lucky. Lucky that I started dance when I was 3 years old. If I hadnt I would be where I am now. Teaching little girls. Doing amazing tricks and being allowed to be proud of myself.. Just someday I wish this dance "thing" can lead to a career or get scholarships. :) That would be my dream come true.. Dance has always been a priority to me.. and I dont regret anything about dance or not joining any other sports.. If I did I wouldn't be me.. Would I?? I don't think so.. Thanks guys for letting me spill out my feelings.. I love you guys.. I think the only person who read my blogs is Jenna Reid Smith.. I love you Jenna! :)

If only.... (continued)

The next day I saw the guy. Of course I didnt come up with the nerve to even say a small "hello". To my surprise.. HE talked to me today.. Not asking "where's the bathroom?" but saying the 5 letter word I could never say myself.
     "Hello", he said with a slight grin.
      "Hey", I say nervously.
      "Do you wanna go out sometime?"
I can't believe it. This boy, I barely know him, just asked me out? Should I say yes? But I don't even know him? What if he's a creep? Wait a minute, this is paradise. There would never in a lifetime be a creep in my paradise.. I guess Im just not used to this kind of living.All I can hear is my heart beat making its own rythym.
Boom Boom, Boom Boom. Im sure he can see the look on my face. A face of agony, a face of torture. Why? you ask. Why do you have the look of torture on your face? Well beause I honestly don't know if I really like this guy. I don't know him. Period. Im gonna go with my instinct.
           "Sure, when?"
            "Tomorrow, at the park," he said. "We will have a picnik.. come at noon.
And he walked away. Thats different, I thought to myself.. Oh well.
Now I can't wait! If only... I knew where the Park was.

So,,,Im a little addicted. :)

So heres the thing.. This is my first day of Blogging and I'm already addicted.. But,,,why?? How is just writing random stuff make you addicted.. Most the time people don't even read it... This is how I see it.. We're opening up our cage.. The cage where our heart is locked up in. All you need is the key, and its free. Thats the thing with girls.. we need to spill out every once and a while. But with me I feel I have to everytime a thought occurs in my head... Here's a question. Is anyone else addicted?? :) :)
                                    

If only.... (continued)

Now let me tell you about myself.. I am an 18 year old girl named Olive.. I have always hated my name.. People always made fun of me.. They also made fun of me because I was "different".  Different as in, I hated cell phones. Never had one never wanted one. See I grew up all my life being told that if I ever talked on a phone or texted it would give me cancer. So I didnt have a home phone either. That leads to another "odd" traight. Im afraid of everything. Exspecially dying from a disease.. I hate the idea of suffering from cancer or any other painful and torturus virus. I also didn't have a TV. My parents say that the government watches you from that little hole at the bottom.. I come to think that my parents could be crazy.. but without them. I wouldnt be me and I wouldn't be where I am right now.. In paradise.
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Every day I wake up in my normal house.. I live alone in a cheerful house with multicolored walls. I don't go to work. I don't work out . I go shopping.. Everyday of my life.. and i never run out of money.. Now thats literally my dream.. I go shopping for clothes. not food. I never run out of food either! My house contains a pantry full of every food I can think of.. even from different counrties!! But when I go shopping for clothes I only go to a certain place.. Its called "Peace, Love and More". Every time I come here I see the same person.. I don't know him and he doesnt know me.. But I feel like we have some kind of connection! But I can't explain it.. Like I knew him in my real life.. but I don't remember him at all.  Everyday I try to get up the nerve to talk to him.. But Im afraid that I will have a deja vu of high school. If only.. I wasn't different..
                                                        .............To be continued...................

A better way of seeing things...

* I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn how to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together. <3

* You only live once, but if you work it right, once is enough.

* A friend is someone who knows the song to your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
                                                   -Bernard Meltzer

*Everyday is a gift, thats why they call it present.

*Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.
                                             -Leon Joseph Suenens

*If you love somebody, set them free. If they return, they were always yours. If they don't, they never were.

* To the world you may be one person but, to one person you may be the world.

If only....

So this is a story that I have been thinking about writing for a while now..


       In my world everythings perfect.. We don't have to carry pepper spray around town for the sake of safety. We don't have to worry about wild animals eating us for dinner.. Everything is a piece of cake for us. We don't have to live with the paranoia of being kidnapped or being killed by a  "on the run" fugitive..  Now you may ask.. Where is this paradise? Can I get a one way plane ticket to visit? Well, the only way is to fall into the dark abyss of darkness.. Death. I got here because of a car accident.. I was on my way to a dentist appointment.. Luckily, in this world we don't need dentists.. We have perfect teeth. I was in a head on wreck with a teenager texting on their beloved machines.. My head smashed against the steering wheel and I was out. I never woke up.. So of course.. I died right? Living in this perfect world has changed me. I hate to admit it but I really don't miss my family.. I feel bad for them.. they have to live in a cruel world while I get to live it up in this place. One things for certain, this isn't Heaven.. God didn't greet me on the way here.. My dead loved ones aren't here. So why am I here? Was I rewarded for my life? Or am I some how being punished? If only, I knew. 
                                            ................To be continued...............
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Things you may not know about me.

Why Hello. The names Chelsey Caldwell and this post is more about myself and what people may not know about me. Of course my friends will know these things.. :) First of all I was born in a small town in Montana on December 23rd..  I started growing up in Dillon Montana.. After about 9 years we moved back to the area where I was born. Since i was 3 years old I have been joining Dance Class with a variety of different teachers.. To this day im still dancing.. :) All my family lives in the area that I live in.. So that helps alot.. I have many friends.. They all mean the world to me. :) So does my family of course. I am very very short..
4 8' to be exact.. But!! im still growing! I am also skinny.. I am very athletic even thought the only sport I do is dance.. I do outdoor sports also.. Hunting, fishing, camping, fourwheeling, snowmobiling,, Im an all out Montana girl.. :) Im very interested in Photography.. People say I have the eye for it.. :) For my career ive have 3 plans.. im not sure if any of them will succeed.. their all just ideas.. A part time photographer.. something to do with dance.. and maybe something in the medical feild! Now to the random and pointless facts about myself..
1. I love mango flavored drinks, but hate the fruit mango alone
2. I have 2 cameras
3. Im not a water person
4. I dont like tomatos in my salad
5. I dont have a favorite band or artist.. i love em all
6. I can taste onions in ANYTHING (hate em!)
7. I had my first job at 12 years old
8. My favorite colors are bright green and orange
9. I have always wanted to vlog but to scared.
10. Shaytards, Shane Dawson, and Ryan Higa are my addictions.. :)
                                   Thanks guys!!