Hmmmm?

So if you haven't noticed I quite writing my story "If only".. I guess you can call it a story but it wasn't very good.. Im drained.. I don't know what to write about! On both things! My blog and a story. I want to write a "real" story.. Something deep. Something interesting that makes people want to read more! But the only problem is that I don't know what to write about!! I need someone to give me ideas! I don't want a fantasy story.. I want something depressing.. Something that alot people go through in there lives.. Oddly enough depressing stories are more interesting to me and others.. My brain is fryed.. I don't know what to do! The thing is I get so bored during the day so I need to write! But what! HELP!!!!