If only....

So this is a story that I have been thinking about writing for a while now..


       In my world everythings perfect.. We don't have to carry pepper spray around town for the sake of safety. We don't have to worry about wild animals eating us for dinner.. Everything is a piece of cake for us. We don't have to live with the paranoia of being kidnapped or being killed by a  "on the run" fugitive..  Now you may ask.. Where is this paradise? Can I get a one way plane ticket to visit? Well, the only way is to fall into the dark abyss of darkness.. Death. I got here because of a car accident.. I was on my way to a dentist appointment.. Luckily, in this world we don't need dentists.. We have perfect teeth. I was in a head on wreck with a teenager texting on their beloved machines.. My head smashed against the steering wheel and I was out. I never woke up.. So of course.. I died right? Living in this perfect world has changed me. I hate to admit it but I really don't miss my family.. I feel bad for them.. they have to live in a cruel world while I get to live it up in this place. One things for certain, this isn't Heaven.. God didn't greet me on the way here.. My dead loved ones aren't here. So why am I here? Was I rewarded for my life? Or am I some how being punished? If only, I knew. 
                                            ................To be continued...............
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